Answers please

A few years back or more there was a sense of
friendship! Between reality and the seen.
A few years back or more was reliability, of whose? Those allowing or giving!

Themselves fornicated of their own, ego
Forever i feel feeding theirs, where was mine?
Now then in attainment of consciousness I ask
In consciousness, do you be the same or the one i burnt upset down on grass bed mildly to do the effect

.circles!